Week 38
I got home at midnight this Sunday so I just went straight to bed planning to post on Monday. On Monday I ended up making a Windy post and completely forgot the weekly wasn't done yet. I realized this last night. Anyways... Here's the Hidden Weekly on Tuesday.
Last week started with climbing... yeah, we reached a new level of connection and the view from up here is amazing. That made me feel really good for the whole week. Things at work go at the same pace, got a lot to do at times while I also have some free time like right now. School might get tough on me this semester. This group project we have to do is important and will take a lot to complete. The good part is that we already have an idea and data for it. The professor for that class is a mean asshole. I mean in a funny and offensive way... comedy. He makes all those sarcastic jokes and makes fun of our comments too (not something teacher should be doing) but he's funny as hell. My schedule is very inconvinient too. I don't get home till 9:30-10:00pm except for Monday and Thursday... and I got class on Saturday. If that's what it takes to graduate... so be it.
Salome went to Italy for 2 months and we had a little surprise party for her to say goodbye. It was a good night.
I worked on some songs this weekend. I redid my verses and tried to be more expressive with my voice. I think I'm on the right track.
On Sunday I had a class (instead of Saturday) during which I texted Data and my friend and asked them if they wanted to hang out in Tskneti. I din't want to go alone. So we went there, enjoyed the fresh air, got to act silly and childish then ended up at my friends house back in Tbilisi. Then it hit me... I stopped talking, I hardly smiled...
...I had writer's block for the whole week. I finally started to write on Sunday and hopefully I'll be in full force this week and complete some stuff. Gotta work around my schedule. The thing is my head is full of too many thoughts, I can't concentrate. Plus I might just get stuck on one issue and not think about anything else. I've been thinking and I think I haven't fully recovered since Gvanta's passing. Sometimes those events pop up in my head and I have to go thought it again. my mood swings too much. I might be in a great mood at the moment but I might get sad the next minute. As in; I talk a lot, make comments and jokes and then I get silent, being unable to crack a smile. I don't really like being this way. It makes me feel alienated from everyone... I'm normally fine with being out of this world but right now that means being in the dark place. There's another thing (or person) that I constantly think about but I don't want to get into that right now... not on the blog.
That it for this week. Hopefully my head doesn't explode or anything.
